Sunday, 4 December 2011

Don't know how to live??!!

Hey diary,
How are you, it's been a long time I haven't wrote the diary but what to do papers are near and there is loads of burden on me. In fact on everyone, but that's not what I want to discuss with you. It's a bit weird topic but I have to discuss it.
Sometimes I want to be Like a girl full of attitude but when I think of becoming a girl full of attitude I feebly bad because I am nit that and I want to be original I don't want to break someone's heart, I don't want to hurt someone. Sometimes I want to be like quiet and not talking with anyone a kind of serious girl.
But again when ever I want to be like that my friends tell me that today you are very quiet and some thing is missing in you, why are you not talking or enjoying or making us laugh.
I am a girl who is religious, funny, vivid, talkative, and that kind of person. I am not praising my-self but yeah that's the truth, that's what my parents says my friends says my siblings says.
I am being very honest with you, I don't want to lose my self and I want to be what I am. So problem solved. Sometimes we get confused by many weird thoughts coming in our mind, to set that thoughts we have to write it down somewhere. That's why there is a word called "Diary".